Missing someone isn't about how long is been since you've seen each other or the amount to time since you've talked. Its about that very moment when your doing something and you wish they were right there with you every time.
Here's a another guy I really do miss. His name is Nicholas Chan. He is one of my very best friends I had since Primary School. Frankly, He's my best friend. The very best. He and I met first in Primary One. We were in the same class back then. He sorta sat beside me, then we began chatting since the very first day we met in our class. Our friendship grew so naturally that I didn't even understand how we hit it off so quickly and so naturally. We even strolled back home together after knowing the crazy fact that his house was just 2 blocks away from mine. It happened on the very FIRST day we met. After reaching home, my mum asked whether I knew a guy from the same class named Boon Chiang. I said yes. Why? Coz' Boon Chiang is Nicholas' chinese name. Then my mum was astonished by the fact that we became fast friends. She explained to me that she got to know Nick's mother... Even our mums are friends. Hahas, such a coincidence? I call it fate. Ever since, He and I became playmates, went to each other's house to play, went to explore Singapore with our mums and other friends we got to know through one another, swimming, bowling, playground and a whole lot of stuff. Sometimes we would bicker and stuff... I was with the same class with him in Primary One and Two then got seperated for two years then went to the same class again in Primary Five and Six. Funny, isn't it? After we graduated from our Primary School and moved on to Secondary School life, we didn't meet up anymore. Although once in a blue moon, we would run into each other and say "Hi" then a little greetings and we would leave. Today I've run into him again. I was walking home through the usual path which would pass by his block. Then a voice called out in front of me when I was lookin' down and just off the phone. "Eh? Bai Xiang?" I looked up and saw him. "Eh? Nicholas?" While we were speaking, my legs were still moving, though he was just standing there. When I walked past him, I turned around and asked "Hey, you are going out?" "Ya, I'm going to Orchard." "Well, Merry Christmas." Then I left after sensing his acknowledgement. I wonder whether we would have the chance to be great friends as we once were... I really miss the old, good times I have with him. Of coz', I miss him as a dear friend. Once again, Merry Christmas, Nick. My best friend.
Utakata Hanabi
Sasuke x Sakura
Friday, December 24, 2010
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Spooky Feed #33
Missing someone isn't about how long is been since you've seen each other or the amount to time since you've talked. Its about that very moment when your doing something and you wish they were right there with you every time.
I miss a lot of people. I miss my favourite teachers. I miss my old friends. I miss my classmates and school mates. Now I'm gonna tell you about a few people I miss in my life. The first would be my sis. I usually call her "jie" which is the term for elder sister in Mandarin. She's not blood-related to me. She is someone I've met in Audition. Y'know, the dancing game? Asiasoft? Yep. I could briefly recall the day I met her on Audition. Yes, it was usual. We happened to meet in the same "room" then we started playin' together. The thing that brought us together was the "Club Dance" mode. Lemme briefly explain to those who didn't play the game or had no idea what Club Dance mode is. It is a match whereby there are 3 males and 3 females, they would choose the best, the second and the third of the other gender so to give "hearts" to the other gender. Then the males have to go "proposing" to the females one by one. If the female agrees to a guy, then they will be pair up. If not, then bye-bye. Pairs would accumulate hearts through performing sychro moves like hitting great together or perfect together and finishing moves. The pair with the most number of hearts accumulated together wins. That's Club Dance 2. For Club Dance 1, you just choose the other gender, and if the choice is mutual then you get paired up. No hearts by the way. Well, that was the one that brought us closer, as we went on winning streaks when paired up and had a great time playin'. Well, she became a couple with another guy then the three of us would play together. There were a period of time when she was trying with her guy to break the 100 hearts limit. They kept trying but their furthest was 98-94 approximately. Well, of course I tried with her. We broke it. 115-109. <3. It just so happens that we both found out that we were born on the same date. 7th May. Such a affinity. She is 6 years older than me though. That's why I called her "jie". She's like my elder sister. I was the only child in the family, that's why I was gald to have her as my god-sister. Ever since before the exams, she had been pretty busy, that's why she didn't come online often. I really do miss her and the happy times we had together... Jie, I miss you.
I miss a lot of people. I miss my favourite teachers. I miss my old friends. I miss my classmates and school mates. Now I'm gonna tell you about a few people I miss in my life. The first would be my sis. I usually call her "jie" which is the term for elder sister in Mandarin. She's not blood-related to me. She is someone I've met in Audition. Y'know, the dancing game? Asiasoft? Yep. I could briefly recall the day I met her on Audition. Yes, it was usual. We happened to meet in the same "room" then we started playin' together. The thing that brought us together was the "Club Dance" mode. Lemme briefly explain to those who didn't play the game or had no idea what Club Dance mode is. It is a match whereby there are 3 males and 3 females, they would choose the best, the second and the third of the other gender so to give "hearts" to the other gender. Then the males have to go "proposing" to the females one by one. If the female agrees to a guy, then they will be pair up. If not, then bye-bye. Pairs would accumulate hearts through performing sychro moves like hitting great together or perfect together and finishing moves. The pair with the most number of hearts accumulated together wins. That's Club Dance 2. For Club Dance 1, you just choose the other gender, and if the choice is mutual then you get paired up. No hearts by the way. Well, that was the one that brought us closer, as we went on winning streaks when paired up and had a great time playin'. Well, she became a couple with another guy then the three of us would play together. There were a period of time when she was trying with her guy to break the 100 hearts limit. They kept trying but their furthest was 98-94 approximately. Well, of course I tried with her. We broke it. 115-109. <3. It just so happens that we both found out that we were born on the same date. 7th May. Such a affinity. She is 6 years older than me though. That's why I called her "jie". She's like my elder sister. I was the only child in the family, that's why I was gald to have her as my god-sister. Ever since before the exams, she had been pretty busy, that's why she didn't come online often. I really do miss her and the happy times we had together... Jie, I miss you.
Spooky Feed #32
Not knowing what you said, you said it. - Leto, to Stilgar
Perhaps I was wrong. Wrong about you. I didn't think that you would be so stupid... So self-centered and so naive. Heh. On the very first day I've met you, I thought that it would be such a rare and wonderful friendship we are going to have. Well, one year later to that fateful day... I already expected that it won't be such a fun ride after all. Call me a prophet, but I've anticipated a lot of stuff about you. Including your fall. And, it happened. Just as I predicted. Was I overjoyed? Nope. Coz' I treated you as a friend. You may not have treated me the same way I have treated you but never mind that. I don't really care. You were despised by a lot of people coz' of the way you act, your personality, your arrogance... And your pretence. I recall how you were or still are. You think that you are better than everyone. The King. You think that you are popular. However, the others thought of you as someone trying to steal the limelight, trying to become popular, trying to become one of 'em. You were truly popular in the past. But now nobody really care about you. Why? Heh... Must have been the girl you sorta liked. In people's eyes, you are not fit for her. Yet you probably thought you were. Then one thing leads to another. Then several troubles came up because of you and stuff like that. Yep. I wondered what am I in your eyes? A true friend? Someone gloatin' over you? Someone who doesn't really understand you? Just a passer-by in your life? Or a rival? I've just got that feelin' that you are jealous and did not acknowledge ultimate fact that I am better than you and wanted to resist it. Tell you what. I don't really care what you thought of me. When we were out once, you've told me of your current relationship situation. You've told me that your relationship situation was really bad and difficult. I was astonished. You knew about mine. Yet... There's this guy who went to ZhuHai too. He fell for a girl over there. But in the end got rejected. He was hit hard and wanted to "kill himself"... He said something to another friend who was comforting him. He said "Someone else has a several times more painful experience in his relationship situation than me." "Who?" "BX." Even he whom I didn't confide much about my situation and got rejected straight knew that... Seriously... Everytime I hear you whine about your life and stuff, then hear about how strong and determined you were, listen to your comments on something that you are too inexperienced to talk about. I feel quite annoyed actually. Well, not knowing what you said, you said it.
Perhaps I was wrong. Wrong about you. I didn't think that you would be so stupid... So self-centered and so naive. Heh. On the very first day I've met you, I thought that it would be such a rare and wonderful friendship we are going to have. Well, one year later to that fateful day... I already expected that it won't be such a fun ride after all. Call me a prophet, but I've anticipated a lot of stuff about you. Including your fall. And, it happened. Just as I predicted. Was I overjoyed? Nope. Coz' I treated you as a friend. You may not have treated me the same way I have treated you but never mind that. I don't really care. You were despised by a lot of people coz' of the way you act, your personality, your arrogance... And your pretence. I recall how you were or still are. You think that you are better than everyone. The King. You think that you are popular. However, the others thought of you as someone trying to steal the limelight, trying to become popular, trying to become one of 'em. You were truly popular in the past. But now nobody really care about you. Why? Heh... Must have been the girl you sorta liked. In people's eyes, you are not fit for her. Yet you probably thought you were. Then one thing leads to another. Then several troubles came up because of you and stuff like that. Yep. I wondered what am I in your eyes? A true friend? Someone gloatin' over you? Someone who doesn't really understand you? Just a passer-by in your life? Or a rival? I've just got that feelin' that you are jealous and did not acknowledge ultimate fact that I am better than you and wanted to resist it. Tell you what. I don't really care what you thought of me. When we were out once, you've told me of your current relationship situation. You've told me that your relationship situation was really bad and difficult. I was astonished. You knew about mine. Yet... There's this guy who went to ZhuHai too. He fell for a girl over there. But in the end got rejected. He was hit hard and wanted to "kill himself"... He said something to another friend who was comforting him. He said "Someone else has a several times more painful experience in his relationship situation than me." "Who?" "BX." Even he whom I didn't confide much about my situation and got rejected straight knew that... Seriously... Everytime I hear you whine about your life and stuff, then hear about how strong and determined you were, listen to your comments on something that you are too inexperienced to talk about. I feel quite annoyed actually. Well, not knowing what you said, you said it.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Spooky Feed #31
If you believe certain words, you believe their hidden arguments. - The Open-Ended Proof from The Panoplia Prophetica
Well, sorry that I didn't actually post anything these few days. It slipped off my mind. Today, one of my best pal finally returned from his 3-week stay at Kuala Lumpur. Of coz' I'm quite elated. However he doesn't seemed very much happy after discovering some changes in our society when he's away. After chatting with him, he realised that it's probaby a misunderstanding and well, he seemed rather upset with his incorrect assumption. Just as the quote says, don't believe every word you hear. At least "check" for "hidden arguments". Y'all know what I mean, right? Oh right, I've been playin' Monopoly Deal this holidays, it is really fun, fast paced and enjoyable! I'm getting really good at playing it. I've even won a game against two persons within 2 turns!! That's some record, eh? Although I've figured out a way to win within 1 turn. Never mind about that, coz' at least I'm proud to achieve that. The holidays are slipping away already, like I've expected before the holidays even started. Crap, I still did not complete my holiday assignments yet!
Well, sorry that I didn't actually post anything these few days. It slipped off my mind. Today, one of my best pal finally returned from his 3-week stay at Kuala Lumpur. Of coz' I'm quite elated. However he doesn't seemed very much happy after discovering some changes in our society when he's away. After chatting with him, he realised that it's probaby a misunderstanding and well, he seemed rather upset with his incorrect assumption. Just as the quote says, don't believe every word you hear. At least "check" for "hidden arguments". Y'all know what I mean, right? Oh right, I've been playin' Monopoly Deal this holidays, it is really fun, fast paced and enjoyable! I'm getting really good at playing it. I've even won a game against two persons within 2 turns!! That's some record, eh? Although I've figured out a way to win within 1 turn. Never mind about that, coz' at least I'm proud to achieve that. The holidays are slipping away already, like I've expected before the holidays even started. Crap, I still did not complete my holiday assignments yet!
Monday, December 6, 2010
Spooky Feed #30
Parting with friends is a sadness. A place is only a place. - Thufir Hawat
I've finally returned from the ZhuHai Trip. I've learnt a lot of stuff there, built everlasting friendships and strengthened already existing ones. I've learnt more of the Chinese Qing Dynasty history, the legend of ZhuHai's Pearl Lady, Sun Yat-Sen's life and honorable deeds and a lot more. It was really a meaningful journey we all had. I wished I could have the chance to go there again. Not because of the scenery, the climate, and famous attractions. But because of the deep and everlasting friendship we shared with our ZhuHai buddies. Even though it was just 8 days, actually 6 to be precise, but we built this incredible friendship with our buddies. It is not just any relationship. It is a bond. A bond we had with our buddies over there. This bond links us together even though we are countries apart. Singapore to China. You had absolutely no idea how many people cried after the farewell show, girls AND boys. Not me, though. I'm tough. But I'm still touched. We spent 6 days together. Only 6 days. Yet it feels like we had known each other for very long already. When we eventually parted... Of coz' we'd feel sad. Trust me, once you are on this trip, you are in for a very emotional and fun-packed ride. Man, I miss my buddy. However, we would meet again next year, during the July period. After that we may never get a chance to meet again. Although we actually got their contacts like MSN and phone number etc. We are seperated by miles and miles, borders and borders. But our friendship lives on.
I've finally returned from the ZhuHai Trip. I've learnt a lot of stuff there, built everlasting friendships and strengthened already existing ones. I've learnt more of the Chinese Qing Dynasty history, the legend of ZhuHai's Pearl Lady, Sun Yat-Sen's life and honorable deeds and a lot more. It was really a meaningful journey we all had. I wished I could have the chance to go there again. Not because of the scenery, the climate, and famous attractions. But because of the deep and everlasting friendship we shared with our ZhuHai buddies. Even though it was just 8 days, actually 6 to be precise, but we built this incredible friendship with our buddies. It is not just any relationship. It is a bond. A bond we had with our buddies over there. This bond links us together even though we are countries apart. Singapore to China. You had absolutely no idea how many people cried after the farewell show, girls AND boys. Not me, though. I'm tough. But I'm still touched. We spent 6 days together. Only 6 days. Yet it feels like we had known each other for very long already. When we eventually parted... Of coz' we'd feel sad. Trust me, once you are on this trip, you are in for a very emotional and fun-packed ride. Man, I miss my buddy. However, we would meet again next year, during the July period. After that we may never get a chance to meet again. Although we actually got their contacts like MSN and phone number etc. We are seperated by miles and miles, borders and borders. But our friendship lives on.
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